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POSTED
2021-05-09
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There are a few things in my life where I think I made some serious errors...some of which are a source of deep shame.

This page is a stub, created on 2021-05-09. Its contents are notes on the issues and angles I want to address about this topic.


An important feature of these is that I should have and could have known better, but it was my own failing that led to the bad result. Sure, there are plenty of things where I made (innocent) mistakes and regret how things turned out, but I don't feel the same level of culpability and self-condemnation for those sorts of things.

  • throwing Kisses across the room
  • "competitive analysis" for CDNetworks
  • snapping at Tom in 2015
  • law school

Additional angles to consider:

  • doing the best that I could / role of limbic system hijack
  • what I mean by the concept of "shame" here; how that differs from worthiness and BrenĂ© Brown's usage