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Why does physical fitness occupy such a prominent place in my life? And how does my concern with physical fitness manifest and relate to other values?

This page is a stub, created on 2020-04-20 (last updated on 2025-09-17). Its contents are notes on the issues and angles I want to address about this topic.


On This Page

Introduction

I imagine that this will likely end up being a whole section of examining physical fitness from different angles. My immediate purposes are to give an indication as to why physical fitness occupies such a prominent place in my life and exactly how it manifests, provide a bit of detail about what I do for exercise and diet, and describe some of my personal history and evolution in my approach(es).

Physical Fitness, Philosophically

Here are a few areas I'd like to explore:

  • media imagery: the role of cartoon depictions of superheroes and developmental concepts of masculinity
  • consistency and integration: developing not only the mind, but also the body
  • connection to rules, discipline, and how cheating is psychologically untenable for me
  • the body as a work of art (functional "versus" aesthetic goals)
  • connection to physical health
  • self-esteem versus second-handed approval-/attention-seeking
  • shirtlessness: feeling sexy versus feeling wanted; pride versus flaunting
  • the rebellion against shame triggers
  • simultaneous feelings of pride and revulsion when looking in the mirror
  • the role of my genetics (eg, my being an ectomorph) in why achieving fitness goals is so rewarding
  • the impact of "eat, eat, eat!" and "you've gotten skinnier" as a criticism in my childhood
  • social stigma against judging / concern with the physical: "even deep waters have a surface"
  • terms like "narcissism" and "vanity"
  • exercise versus recreation and cardio
  • my history with exercise
    • dabbling as a kid and through SMC
    • starting lifting at UCLA
    • High Intensity Training (HIT) and SuperSlow
    • RP

Exercise

2024-05-03 Note: I use the RP Hypertrophy App now. I will provide more content here later.

Diet

2024-05-03 Note: I use the RP Diet App now. I will provide more content here later.

Supplements

Supplements with Food

To be frank, I'm not confident how much good these various supplements are doing and how much I'm getting what I need from things like food (and in the case of vitamin D, exposure to sunlight). I might be largely throwing my money away. But given the fact that I don't really have a lot of variety in my diet, hate seafood, and have a general disposition toward eating the same boring things day in, day out (especially when I'm strictly adhering to a predefined meal plan!), I think of this as a sort of insurance policy, covering my bases in terms of important nutrients (vitamins, minerals, etc). Over the years, I've introduced a lot of various supplements, some for promoting general health and some to address specific issues, and I've given an indication below as to what benefit I hope to gain from each of them.

Supplement Morning Dosage Evening Dosage Justification
Nordic Naturals Ultimate Omega 2 softgels:

650 mg EPA
450 mg DHA
180 mg other Omega 3s in triglyceride form
2 softgels:

650 mg EPA
450 mg DHA
180 mg other Omega-3s in triglyceride form
Supports cognitive function and cardiovascular health. Reduces systemic inflammation associated with chronic headaches, joint issues, and Long COVID fatigue.
Green Pasture Fermented Cod Liver Oil 1 capsule:

150 mg EPA
200 mg DHA
2250 IU Vitamin A
225 IU Vitamin D
1 capsule:

150 mg EPA
200 mg DHA
2250 IU Vitamin A
225 IU Vitamin D
Provides anti-inflammatory Omega-3s and fat-soluble vitamins to support immune regulation and joint health. Particularly useful for Long COVID recovery and skin/eye health.
Green Pasture Concentrated Butter Oil Capsules 1 capsule:

5-20 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4)
25-50 IU Vitamin A
1 capsule:

5-20 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4)
25-50 IU Vitamin A
Enhances calcium metabolism in synergy with high-dose D3; protects against vascular calcification and supports connective tissue resilience.
Now Vitamin D-3 5000 IU 1 softgel:

5000 IU Vitamin D
1 softgel:

5000 IU Vitamin D
Maintains optimal D status for immune modulation, recovery from fatigue, and musculoskeletal strength, especially in the context of Long COVID fatigue.
NatureBell CoQ10 400mg with Omega 3 Fatty Acids 1 capsule:

200 mg Coenzyme Q10 (as Ubiquinone)
50 mg Omega 3
1 capsule:

200 mg Coenzyme Q10 (as Ubiquinone)
50 mg Omega 3
Supports mitochondrial function for energy production and cardiovascular health; relevant for fertility and combating Long COVID fatigue.
InnovixLabs Full Spectrum Vitamin K2 1 capsule:

500 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4)
100 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-7)
1 capsule:

500 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4)
100 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-7)
Complements D3 to direct calcium into bones and away from arteries; critical for skeletal and cardiovascular integrity.
NOW Foods Hyaluronic Acid with MSM 2 capsules:

100 mg Hyaluronic Acid
900 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane)
2 capsules:

100 mg Hyaluronic Acid
900 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane)
Promotes joint lubrication and connective tissue repair, relevant for both long-term back and knee issues and recovery.
365 by Whole Foods Market
Extra Strength Glucosamine Chondroitin & MSM
2 tablets:

1500 mg Glucosamine HCl
1200 mg Chondroitin Sulfate
250 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane)
2 tablets:

1500 mg Glucosamine HCl
1200 mg Chondroitin Sulfate
250 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane)
Aims to rebuild cartilage and reduce pain in knees and spine. Helpful for long-standing joint degradation and current recovery from disc trauma.
Thorne Curcumin Phytosome 1 capsule:

500 mg Curcumin Phytosome
1 capsule:

500 mg Curcumin Phytosome
Potent anti-inflammatory and antioxidant to address chronic inflammation, immune dysregulation, and joint pain. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms.
Thorne Quercetin Phytosome 1 capsule:

250 mg Quercetin Phytosome
1 capsule:

250 mg Quercetin Phytosome
Supports mast cell regulation, immune balance, and histamine control, all potentially disrupted by Long COVID.
Pure Encapsulations Magnesium Glycinate 1 capsule:

120 mg Magnesium Glycinate
3 capsules:

360 mg Magnesium Glycinate
Aids muscle relaxation, sleep quality, bowel regularity, and may help with chronic headache and stress-related tension.
Visbiome GI Care 1 capsule:

112.5 Billion CFU live probiotics, De Simone Formulation
    Lactobacillus acidophilus DSM24735/SD5212
    Lactobacillus plantarum DSM24730/SD5209
    Lactobacillus paracasei DSM24733/SD5218
    Lactobacillus delbrueckii subsp. bulgaricus (Lactobacillus helveticus) DSM24734/SD5210
    Streptococcus thermophilus DSM24731/SD5207
    Bifidobacterium longum (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24736/SD5219
    Bifidobacterium breve DSM24732/SD5206
    Bifidobacterium infantis (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24737/SD5220
1 capsule:

112.5 Billion CFU live probiotics, De Simone Formulation
    Lactobacillus acidophilus DSM24735/SD5212
    Lactobacillus plantarum DSM24730/SD5209
    Lactobacillus paracasei DSM24733/SD5218
    Lactobacillus delbrueckii subsp. bulgaricus (Lactobacillus helveticus) DSM24734/SD5210
    Streptococcus thermophilus DSM24731/SD5207
    Bifidobacterium longum (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24736/SD5219
    Bifidobacterium breve DSM24732/SD5206
    Bifidobacterium infantis (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24737/SD5220
Supports gut health, microbiome restoration, and post-antibiotic recovery.
Berkeley Life Nitric Oxide Foundation 2 capsules:

290 mg Vitamin C
90 mg Thiamine Mononitrate
200 mcg Vitamin B12 (as Methylcobalamin)
75 mg Magnesium Citrate
189 mg Potassium
490 mg Potassium Nitrate
10 mg Beet root extract (25% betaine nitrate)
  Enhances nitric oxide production to support circulation and vascular function, relevant to both exercise performance and mitochondrial health in Long COVID fatigue.
NOW Foods Vitamin C 1 tablet:

1000 mg Vitamin C
  Provides antioxidant and collagen support. May assist in tissue healing post-injury and immune resilience.
Thorne Stress B-Complex 1 capsule:

50 mg Thiamin HCl
25 mg Riboflavin
3.6 mg Riboflavin 5'-Phosphate Sodium
80 mg Niacinamide
25 mg Vitamin B6 (as Pyridoxine HCl)
3.4 mg Vitamin B6 (as Pyridoxal 5'-Phosphate)
200 mcg (334 mcg DFE) Folate
    (as L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolate from
    L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolic Acid, Glucosamine Salt)
100 mcg Vitamin B12 (as Methylcobalamin)
80 mcg Biotin
250 mg Pantothenic Acid (as Calcium Pantothenate)
14 mg Choline Citrate
  Supports mitochondrial function, neurotransmitter synthesis, and adrenal recovery from prolonged stress and fatigue (including Long COVID).
NOW Foods Methyl Folate 1 tablet:

1000 mcg (1700 mcg DFE) Folate
    (as L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolate from
    Quatrefolic® Glucosamine Salt)
  Supports methylation and neurotransmitter synthesis. Relevant to energy, mood, and hormone regulation.
NOW Foods L-Carnitine 1 tablet:

1000 mg L-Carnitine (from 1493 mg L-Carnitine Tartrate)
  Promotes mitochondrial fatty acid transport, relevant to energy, sperm motility, and fat metabolism.
Nutricost Boron 1 capsule:

10 mg Boron Citrate
  Enhances free testosterone and cognitive sharpness; may benefit sex drive and bone density.
NOW Foods Vitamin E-400   1 softgel:

268 mg Vitamin E (as d-alpha Tocopheryl Acetate)
Supports antioxidant status, cardiovascular health, and immune defense.
NOW Foods Selenium   1 capsule:

200 mcg Selenium (from L-Selenomethionine)
Supports thyroid health and antioxidant defense.
Poliquin UberZinc Px   1 capsule:

30 mg Zinc (as Zinc Orotate and Zinc Aspartate)
Critical for immune response, testosterone production, and tissue repair.
Life Extension Mega Lycopene   1 softgel:
15 mg Lycopene
Antioxidant with prostate, skin, and cardiovascular benefits.
MegaSporeBiotic   1 capsule:

147.5 mg Proprietary Probiotic Blend (2 Billion CFU)
    Bacillus indicus, HU36
    Bacillus licheniformis (SL-307)
    Bacillus clausii (SC-109)
    Bacillus subtilis, HU58
    Bacillus coagulans (SC-208)
Soil-based spore probiotic that supports microbiome resilience, gut barrier repair, and post-antibiotic recovery.

Previously discontined supplements:

  • iodine and potassium iodide: Originally introduced to help with thyroid function (particularly because I don't eat seafood or have any other iodine/iodide intake in my diet), but discontinued because it was the likely culprit in triggering hyperthyroidism.
  • psyllium husk capsules: Originally introduced to help with GI issues and bowel function (recommended by gastroenterologist), but discontinued because it was ineffective.
  • calcium citrate: Originally introduced to support bone health, but discontinued because it seemed unnecessary with my dairy intake and potential inflammatory effects.

Supplements between Meals

typically 2 hours after last meal and 45 minutes before next meal

Supplement Morning Dosage Afternoon/Evening Dosage Justification
NOW Foods Bromelain 1 capsule:

500 mg (2400 GDU) Bromelain (from pineapple)
1 capsule:

500 mg (2400 GDU) Bromelain (from pineapple)
Natural proteolytic enzyme that may reduce tissue inflammation and aid soft tissue recovery post-injury. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms.
Zenavea Nattokinase 1 capsule:

100 mg (2000 FU) Nattokinase (from Bacillus Subtilis)
1 capsule:

100 mg (2000 FU) Nattokinase (from Bacillus Subtilis)
Supports healthy blood flow and may help resolve microclotting. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms.
Nootropics Depot Tongkat Ali 3 capsules:

300 mg Tongkat Ali Extract (10% Eurycomanone by UPLC)
  Enhances libido, energy, and motivation through hormonal and dopaminergic modulation, targeting Long COVID lethargy and low sex drive.
Vitamin Bounty Forskolin 2 capsules:

500 mg Coleus Forskohlii Root Extract (100 mg Forskolin)
  May support testosterone levels, fat metabolism, and mitochondrial function; relevant for energy, libido, and body composition.
Codeage Akkermansia Muciniphila Probiotic Ultra 1 capsule:

150 mg Akkermansia Muciniphilia (500 million AFU)
276 mg Chicory Inulin
  Supports gut health and repair.
Vitamin Bounty Prebiotic Fiber 2 capsules:

1000 mg Microcrystalline Cellulise
15 mg PreforPro
    LH01 - Myoviridae
    LL5 - Siphoviridae
    T4D - Myoviridae
    LL12 - Myoviridae
10 mg Medium Chain Triglycerides (from Coconut Oil Powder)
  Supports gut health and repair.

Miscellaneous Supplements and Food

typically consumed daily, with rare exceptions

Supplement/Food and Dosage Timing Justification
Creatine Monohydrate (5-10 grams) with coffee or intra-workout shake Supports muscle strength and recovery; may enhance cognitive performance, energy buffering under neurological stress, and reduce chronic headaches.
Wildbrine Raw Organic Sauerkraut (50 grams) with salad or side dish Source of live probiotics and fermentation-derived compounds that support gut-brain axis, digestion, and immune modulation.
Lifeway Whole Milk Kefir (1 cup) before bed, typically alongside Greek yogurt and honey Supports gut health, sleep quality, and calcium intake; potentially modulates stress response.
Kirkland Signature Raw and Unfiltered Organic Apple Cider Vinegar (1 to 2 tablespoons) with salad or in sparkling water Promotes digestion and glycemic control; may help satiety and gut microbiome support.
Inulin (5-10 grams) with coffee Prebiotic fiber that feeds beneficial bacteria, promoting gut health and possibly supporting cognitive and immune function.
Xylitol (10-20 grams) with coffee Prebiotic effect, supports oral health, and acts as sugar alternative with minimal blood glucose impact.
Pickle/Sauerkraut Brine (occasional sips)   Sodium and organic acid content may help with hydration, gut microbiota diversity, and vagus nerve activation.