Why does physical fitness occupy such a prominent place in my life? And how does my concern with physical fitness manifest and relate to other values?
This page is a stub, created on 2020-04-20 (last updated on 2025-09-17). Its contents are notes on the issues and angles I want to address about this topic.
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Introduction
I imagine that this will likely end up being a whole section of examining physical fitness from different angles. My immediate purposes are to give an indication as to why physical fitness occupies such a prominent place in my life and exactly how it manifests, provide a bit of detail about what I do for exercise and diet, and describe some of my personal history and evolution in my approach(es).
Physical Fitness, Philosophically
Here are a few areas I'd like to explore:
- media imagery: the role of cartoon depictions of superheroes and developmental concepts of masculinity
- consistency and integration: developing not only the mind, but also the body
- connection to rules, discipline, and how cheating is psychologically untenable for me
- the body as a work of art (functional "versus" aesthetic goals)
- connection to physical health
- self-esteem versus second-handed approval-/attention-seeking
- shirtlessness: feeling sexy versus feeling wanted; pride versus flaunting
- the rebellion against shame triggers
- simultaneous feelings of pride and revulsion when looking in the mirror
- the role of my genetics (eg, my being an ectomorph) in why achieving fitness goals is so rewarding
- the impact of "eat, eat, eat!" and "you've gotten skinnier" as a criticism in my childhood
- social stigma against judging / concern with the physical: "even deep waters have a surface"
- terms like "narcissism" and "vanity"
- exercise versus recreation and cardio
- my history with exercise
- dabbling as a kid and through SMC
- starting lifting at UCLA
- High Intensity Training (HIT) and SuperSlow
- RP
Exercise
2024-05-03 Note: I use the RP Hypertrophy App now. I will provide more content here later.
Diet
2024-05-03 Note: I use the RP Diet App now. I will provide more content here later.
Supplements
Supplements with Food
To be frank, I'm not confident how much good these various supplements are doing and how much I'm getting what I need from things like food (and in the case of vitamin D, exposure to sunlight). I might be largely throwing my money away. But given the fact that I don't really have a lot of variety in my diet, hate seafood, and have a general disposition toward eating the same boring things day in, day out (especially when I'm strictly adhering to a predefined meal plan!), I think of this as a sort of insurance policy, covering my bases in terms of important nutrients (vitamins, minerals, etc). Over the years, I've introduced a lot of various supplements, some for promoting general health and some to address specific issues, and I've given an indication below as to what benefit I hope to gain from each of them.
| Supplement | Morning Dosage | Evening Dosage | Justification |
|---|---|---|---|
| Nordic Naturals Ultimate Omega | 2 softgels: 650 mg EPA 450 mg DHA 180 mg other Omega 3s in triglyceride form |
2 softgels: 650 mg EPA 450 mg DHA 180 mg other Omega-3s in triglyceride form |
Supports cognitive function and cardiovascular health. Reduces systemic inflammation associated with chronic headaches, joint issues, and Long COVID fatigue. |
| Green Pasture Fermented Cod Liver Oil | 1 capsule: 150 mg EPA 200 mg DHA 2250 IU Vitamin A 225 IU Vitamin D |
1 capsule: 150 mg EPA 200 mg DHA 2250 IU Vitamin A 225 IU Vitamin D |
Provides anti-inflammatory Omega-3s and fat-soluble vitamins to support immune regulation and joint health. Particularly useful for Long COVID recovery and skin/eye health. |
| Green Pasture Concentrated Butter Oil Capsules | 1 capsule: 5-20 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4) 25-50 IU Vitamin A |
1 capsule: 5-20 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4) 25-50 IU Vitamin A |
Enhances calcium metabolism in synergy with high-dose D3; protects against vascular calcification and supports connective tissue resilience. |
| Now Vitamin D-3 5000 IU | 1 softgel: 5000 IU Vitamin D |
1 softgel: 5000 IU Vitamin D |
Maintains optimal D status for immune modulation, recovery from fatigue, and musculoskeletal strength, especially in the context of Long COVID fatigue. |
| NatureBell CoQ10 400mg with Omega 3 Fatty Acids | 1 capsule: 200 mg Coenzyme Q10 (as Ubiquinone) 50 mg Omega 3 |
1 capsule: 200 mg Coenzyme Q10 (as Ubiquinone) 50 mg Omega 3 |
Supports mitochondrial function for energy production and cardiovascular health; relevant for fertility and combating Long COVID fatigue. |
| InnovixLabs Full Spectrum Vitamin K2 | 1 capsule: 500 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4) 100 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-7) |
1 capsule: 500 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-4) 100 mcg Vitamin K2 (as MK-7) |
Complements D3 to direct calcium into bones and away from arteries; critical for skeletal and cardiovascular integrity. |
| NOW Foods Hyaluronic Acid with MSM | 2 capsules: 100 mg Hyaluronic Acid 900 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) |
2 capsules: 100 mg Hyaluronic Acid 900 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) |
Promotes joint lubrication and connective tissue repair, relevant for both long-term back and knee issues and recovery. |
| 365 by Whole Foods Market Extra Strength Glucosamine Chondroitin & MSM |
2 tablets: 1500 mg Glucosamine HCl 1200 mg Chondroitin Sulfate 250 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) |
2 tablets: 1500 mg Glucosamine HCl 1200 mg Chondroitin Sulfate 250 mg MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) |
Aims to rebuild cartilage and reduce pain in knees and spine. Helpful for long-standing joint degradation and current recovery from disc trauma. |
| Thorne Curcumin Phytosome | 1 capsule: 500 mg Curcumin Phytosome |
1 capsule: 500 mg Curcumin Phytosome |
Potent anti-inflammatory and antioxidant to address chronic inflammation, immune dysregulation, and joint pain. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms. |
| Thorne Quercetin Phytosome | 1 capsule: 250 mg Quercetin Phytosome |
1 capsule: 250 mg Quercetin Phytosome |
Supports mast cell regulation, immune balance, and histamine control, all potentially disrupted by Long COVID. |
| Pure Encapsulations Magnesium Glycinate | 1 capsule: 120 mg Magnesium Glycinate |
3 capsules: 360 mg Magnesium Glycinate |
Aids muscle relaxation, sleep quality, bowel regularity, and may help with chronic headache and stress-related tension. |
| Visbiome GI Care | 1 capsule: 112.5 Billion CFU live probiotics, De Simone Formulation Lactobacillus acidophilus DSM24735/SD5212 Lactobacillus plantarum DSM24730/SD5209 Lactobacillus paracasei DSM24733/SD5218 Lactobacillus delbrueckii subsp. bulgaricus (Lactobacillus helveticus) DSM24734/SD5210 Streptococcus thermophilus DSM24731/SD5207 Bifidobacterium longum (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24736/SD5219 Bifidobacterium breve DSM24732/SD5206 Bifidobacterium infantis (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24737/SD5220 |
1 capsule: 112.5 Billion CFU live probiotics, De Simone Formulation Lactobacillus acidophilus DSM24735/SD5212 Lactobacillus plantarum DSM24730/SD5209 Lactobacillus paracasei DSM24733/SD5218 Lactobacillus delbrueckii subsp. bulgaricus (Lactobacillus helveticus) DSM24734/SD5210 Streptococcus thermophilus DSM24731/SD5207 Bifidobacterium longum (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24736/SD5219 Bifidobacterium breve DSM24732/SD5206 Bifidobacterium infantis (Bifidobacterium lactis) DSM24737/SD5220 |
Supports gut health, microbiome restoration, and post-antibiotic recovery. |
| Berkeley Life Nitric Oxide Foundation | 2 capsules: 290 mg Vitamin C 90 mg Thiamine Mononitrate 200 mcg Vitamin B12 (as Methylcobalamin) 75 mg Magnesium Citrate 189 mg Potassium 490 mg Potassium Nitrate 10 mg Beet root extract (25% betaine nitrate) |
Enhances nitric oxide production to support circulation and vascular function, relevant to both exercise performance and mitochondrial health in Long COVID fatigue. | |
| NOW Foods Vitamin C | 1 tablet: 1000 mg Vitamin C |
Provides antioxidant and collagen support. May assist in tissue healing post-injury and immune resilience. | |
| Thorne Stress B-Complex | 1 capsule: 50 mg Thiamin HCl 25 mg Riboflavin 3.6 mg Riboflavin 5'-Phosphate Sodium 80 mg Niacinamide 25 mg Vitamin B6 (as Pyridoxine HCl) 3.4 mg Vitamin B6 (as Pyridoxal 5'-Phosphate) 200 mcg (334 mcg DFE) Folate (as L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolate from L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolic Acid, Glucosamine Salt) 100 mcg Vitamin B12 (as Methylcobalamin) 80 mcg Biotin 250 mg Pantothenic Acid (as Calcium Pantothenate) 14 mg Choline Citrate |
Supports mitochondrial function, neurotransmitter synthesis, and adrenal recovery from prolonged stress and fatigue (including Long COVID). | |
| NOW Foods Methyl Folate | 1 tablet: 1000 mcg (1700 mcg DFE) Folate (as L-5-Methyltetrahydrofolate from Quatrefolic® Glucosamine Salt) |
Supports methylation and neurotransmitter synthesis. Relevant to energy, mood, and hormone regulation. | |
| NOW Foods L-Carnitine | 1 tablet: 1000 mg L-Carnitine (from 1493 mg L-Carnitine Tartrate) |
Promotes mitochondrial fatty acid transport, relevant to energy, sperm motility, and fat metabolism. | |
| Nutricost Boron | 1 capsule: 10 mg Boron Citrate |
Enhances free testosterone and cognitive sharpness; may benefit sex drive and bone density. | |
| NOW Foods Vitamin E-400 | 1 softgel: 268 mg Vitamin E (as d-alpha Tocopheryl Acetate) |
Supports antioxidant status, cardiovascular health, and immune defense. | |
| NOW Foods Selenium | 1 capsule: 200 mcg Selenium (from L-Selenomethionine) |
Supports thyroid health and antioxidant defense. | |
| Poliquin UberZinc Px | 1 capsule: 30 mg Zinc (as Zinc Orotate and Zinc Aspartate) |
Critical for immune response, testosterone production, and tissue repair. | |
| Life Extension Mega Lycopene | 1 softgel: 15 mg Lycopene |
Antioxidant with prostate, skin, and cardiovascular benefits. | |
| MegaSporeBiotic | 1 capsule: 147.5 mg Proprietary Probiotic Blend (2 Billion CFU) Bacillus indicus, HU36 Bacillus licheniformis (SL-307) Bacillus clausii (SC-109) Bacillus subtilis, HU58 Bacillus coagulans (SC-208) |
Soil-based spore probiotic that supports microbiome resilience, gut barrier repair, and post-antibiotic recovery. |
Previously discontined supplements:
- iodine and potassium iodide: Originally introduced to help with thyroid function (particularly because I don't eat seafood or have any other iodine/iodide intake in my diet), but discontinued because it was the likely culprit in triggering hyperthyroidism.
- psyllium husk capsules: Originally introduced to help with GI issues and bowel function (recommended by gastroenterologist), but discontinued because it was ineffective.
- calcium citrate: Originally introduced to support bone health, but discontinued because it seemed unnecessary with my dairy intake and potential inflammatory effects.
Supplements between Meals
typically 2 hours after last meal and 45 minutes before next meal
| Supplement | Morning Dosage | Afternoon/Evening Dosage | Justification |
|---|---|---|---|
| NOW Foods Bromelain | 1 capsule: 500 mg (2400 GDU) Bromelain (from pineapple) |
1 capsule: 500 mg (2400 GDU) Bromelain (from pineapple) |
Natural proteolytic enzyme that may reduce tissue inflammation and aid soft tissue recovery post-injury. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms. |
| Zenavea Nattokinase | 1 capsule: 100 mg (2000 FU) Nattokinase (from Bacillus Subtilis) |
1 capsule: 100 mg (2000 FU) Nattokinase (from Bacillus Subtilis) |
Supports healthy blood flow and may help resolve microclotting. Part of protocol to help break up the spike protein to address Long COVID symptoms. |
| Nootropics Depot Tongkat Ali | 3 capsules: 300 mg Tongkat Ali Extract (10% Eurycomanone by UPLC) |
Enhances libido, energy, and motivation through hormonal and dopaminergic modulation, targeting Long COVID lethargy and low sex drive. | |
| Vitamin Bounty Forskolin | 2 capsules: 500 mg Coleus Forskohlii Root Extract (100 mg Forskolin) |
May support testosterone levels, fat metabolism, and mitochondrial function; relevant for energy, libido, and body composition. | |
| Codeage Akkermansia Muciniphila Probiotic Ultra | 1 capsule: 150 mg Akkermansia Muciniphilia (500 million AFU) 276 mg Chicory Inulin |
Supports gut health and repair. | |
| Vitamin Bounty Prebiotic Fiber | 2 capsules: 1000 mg Microcrystalline Cellulise 15 mg PreforPro LH01 - Myoviridae LL5 - Siphoviridae T4D - Myoviridae LL12 - Myoviridae 10 mg Medium Chain Triglycerides (from Coconut Oil Powder) |
Supports gut health and repair. |
Miscellaneous Supplements and Food
typically consumed daily, with rare exceptions
| Supplement/Food and Dosage | Timing | Justification |
|---|---|---|
| Creatine Monohydrate (5-10 grams) | with coffee or intra-workout shake | Supports muscle strength and recovery; may enhance cognitive performance, energy buffering under neurological stress, and reduce chronic headaches. |
| Wildbrine Raw Organic Sauerkraut (50 grams) | with salad or side dish | Source of live probiotics and fermentation-derived compounds that support gut-brain axis, digestion, and immune modulation. |
| Lifeway Whole Milk Kefir (1 cup) | before bed, typically alongside Greek yogurt and honey | Supports gut health, sleep quality, and calcium intake; potentially modulates stress response. |
| Kirkland Signature Raw and Unfiltered Organic Apple Cider Vinegar (1 to 2 tablespoons) | with salad or in sparkling water | Promotes digestion and glycemic control; may help satiety and gut microbiome support. |
| Inulin (5-10 grams) | with coffee | Prebiotic fiber that feeds beneficial bacteria, promoting gut health and possibly supporting cognitive and immune function. |
| Xylitol (10-20 grams) | with coffee | Prebiotic effect, supports oral health, and acts as sugar alternative with minimal blood glucose impact. |
| Pickle/Sauerkraut Brine (occasional sips) | Sodium and organic acid content may help with hydration, gut microbiota diversity, and vagus nerve activation. |